it's 2012!! God bless me.

Happy New Year to all! still not too late to wish eh =D..

hmm, as to begin with, I gotta say that I think I don't have any common new resolution this year..whoaa!!

not like last year, and on 2010..

My resolution back then was trying not to be someone else that I'm not!.duhh~

but,.after spending some seconds of time thinking just now,.

I realise that I do actually have my own resolution for this year! Hooray for me!! yeahh..O.o

well I was thinking of being someone more hardworking and dependent..

Yes, that's it. Being more persistent on doing something and being more confident!!

Now I still have one more paper left for my final exam..

will have the last one next monday (16th Jan)! waaa!!..

hmm,just now I had one paper..

it was like,.sooo copy pasted from last years' paper!

haiiyaaa...why I didn't do the past year eh~..=.=''

anyways, thank God I did my best just now! haha..=D

So,.

I have to say that 2011 has been another year to be remembered in my book of life..

As what I can only say is, there's sooo much things going on last year..

with me being happy, sad, disappointed, excited, doubtful, angry, loving and soo much more..

well, you'll never know what's hiding behind every person's smile..

Yes, I've been through that one situation where I was really really really

happy at first,...but then......it suddenly just went away..

It was like a fairytale story came true at first,. but not with a smooth flow of story then..

well, I know you won't understand this (to those reading-if got any)..

but..I think someday, somehow you'll be understanding what I've actually been through..

I'm actually in a quite difficult situation right now,.

I don't know how I can help this person-someone really important to me..

I don't even know what I'm supposed to do, act and hope for..

but all I can do now is just pray and hope,

that someday,..

there will be an answer to my every prayers;

there will be an answer to all questions;

there will be forgiveness, acceptance and most of all..love.

I believe that God is always there for us.

I believe that He will never leave me alone, and will always guide me on my way..=)

Oh God,.

how I really really really really really wish that everything doesn't have to happen like that..

But I know that there's no turning back in time..

Past is past. Live for the present and hope for the future.

all I can do know is just to wait and hope for something better in the future.

I know I'm happy in the outside, but inside..I'm not.

Only He can make me smile again and made me even stronger!=)

Dear God,

I pray that You will always bless all the people whom I loved and cared in my life;

I pray that You will enlighten their lives as You have done in mine;

I pray that everyone will be filled with love, faith and hope in You and in us all;

I pray that there will be forgiveness and acceptance in everyone's hearts;

and most of all..

I pray that You will never leave us alone along this journey of life.

Bless me, him, her and everyone else.

Thank You Lord Jesus,

for You alone are God and our bestfriend of all.

Amen.+

~the best is yet to come! ^^